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Apathetic whores stare at me,
Fucking therapists rip at me,
My own parent lies to me,
Just like the rest of the world-
Living in fear of the tomorrow that may never come,
I waste myself away;
So unreal-
Forced into reality,
I cry for the grave I fear so faithfully-
Ceremony of Death;
I plead to anything-
Save me from such pain and despair-
I love that which can never reach me,
I'm misunderstood by the living dead-
Honorable defeat does not exist;
I am purely for torturous amusement-
When will I meet my bitter end,
And what awaits me afterwards?
My future lies unknown;
Filled with pain as my past has been-
Exhausted and alone,
I'm afraid to breathe-
Goddess,
Save me from the living human vultures-
Rescue me from the burning stares-
Resign me to wherever destiny lies-
And take fate away from the undeserving-
My ritual blood passing comes by;
I stick the blade in my vein-
I wonder how I'll die,
As my world begins to stain-
I resent the living bastards-
Such hollow foolish shells-
Empty to true meaning,
I sing so quietly,
So as to never be heard...
I fear for resolution-
I fear what lays in my end-
I fear that which eludes me-
I fear that which may engulf me-
I have no rights to live;
I have no love to die for-
I have nothing worth the trouble;
My fear keeps me dead.
Fucking therapists rip at me,
My own parent lies to me,
Just like the rest of the world-
Living in fear of the tomorrow that may never come,
I waste myself away;
So unreal-
Forced into reality,
I cry for the grave I fear so faithfully-
Ceremony of Death;
I plead to anything-
Save me from such pain and despair-
I love that which can never reach me,
I'm misunderstood by the living dead-
Honorable defeat does not exist;
I am purely for torturous amusement-
When will I meet my bitter end,
And what awaits me afterwards?
My future lies unknown;
Filled with pain as my past has been-
Exhausted and alone,
I'm afraid to breathe-
Goddess,
Save me from the living human vultures-
Rescue me from the burning stares-
Resign me to wherever destiny lies-
And take fate away from the undeserving-
My ritual blood passing comes by;
I stick the blade in my vein-
I wonder how I'll die,
As my world begins to stain-
I resent the living bastards-
Such hollow foolish shells-
Empty to true meaning,
I sing so quietly,
So as to never be heard...
I fear for resolution-
I fear what lays in my end-
I fear that which eludes me-
I fear that which may engulf me-
I have no rights to live;
I have no love to die for-
I have nothing worth the trouble;
My fear keeps me dead.
Literature
Suicide
Suicide
Note world, my time.
And I have to leave
because, I can't take anymore pain.
I see my path was meant to be cruel,
but my soul has suffered the abuse,
and my quota is limited.
Now that my life is closing
I take death as a release,
so release me.
I cannot fear any longer
I have conformed into fear's rough mold
and now that I am valid,
so is my end.
Fear will guide me to my destiny.
-Jeremy Hebert
Literature
Suicide
Blood trickles down my arm
Staning white flesh red
pouring from my vains
With the little strength i have i lift my arm to my mouth
I drink, i drink for friends i've had, friends i'll never have and those who i've lost
My arm falls limp
Maybe it's the pills... i took so many
Maybe it's lack of blood.... which now pools around me
Maybe it's my heart that has shattered into a million peices
Maybe it's all or nothing
Maybe it's you
I trusted you
I loved you like a sister
Now you yell and call me all the things you got mad at others for calling me
Maybe my life will end
Maybe once again my fate will be diffrent
I hear my mom en
Literature
Suicide
I'm sorry i've got to do this
I can't take anymmore.
I loved you, and always will,
please don't forget me,
cos i'll never forget you.
I hope to see you later on
when your time to pass has come.
thankyou for helping me
I'm sorry it didnt work out better,
you all tried your best
please dont blame your selves.
thats not what I want,
I want you all to be happy,
go on with your lives.
do it for me cos I couldnt do it,
not even for myself.
I tried my best to be happy and free
but at the end of the day,
thats just not me.
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This is great. Never commit, though. I can already tell you're gonna be something.