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In Love

The way I blush when I think of you,
The way I smile when I remember your words-
The way I almost wanna pass out when someone mentions you-
The way I wanna go to bed early,
Just so I can dream of you-

The way I wanna hold your hand,
The way I write your name on my schoolpapers-
The way I wish I shared every class with you,
The way my heart beats faster,
And the way I feel when I imagine you with me-

I'm just like every other girl,
Who's ever wanted to be held by someone else-
And I'm just like every story,
Hoping for a love-filled ending-

Because I'm human too,
And I somehow still feel-
After all I've been through,
I still feel love-

So we look like Sid and Nancy,
Walking together hand-in-hand-
And I couldn't have been happier,
The night we met-

Already sharing our life stories,
I'm not alone anymore-
And I love you,
And you love me too...
©2008-2009 ~sleepindarkness
:iconsleepindarkness:

Author's Comments

If you really want to read all of the next conversation, go right on ahead and do so. This is my conversation (I'm ukinaukina) with the girl I love. I really hope she doesn't mind that I'm posting this here, but I can't help it. I never want to forget.


RainbowxBandit (2:00:07 AM): ello ^.^
ukinaukina (2:02:40 AM): Hi! I fail at AIM. XD
ukinaukina (2:02:58 AM): Oh damn, that smiley face looks evil. D:
RainbowxBandit (2:06:01 AM): lolol hold on real quick
ukinaukina (2:06:20 AM): Sure!
RainbowxBandit (2:08:00 AM): I R back
ukinaukina (2:08:16 AM): Yays!
ukinaukina (2:08:29 AM): Aw damn, it's that creepy smiley face again.D:
RainbowxBandit (2:08:37 AM): o.0 dun dun dun
ukinaukina (2:08:53 AM): Seriously, it's like some kind of exorcist smiley.
RainbowxBandit (2:09:09 AM): lol -hides-
ukinaukina (2:09:35 AM): XD *follows* I had no idea that it blinked too. D:
RainbowxBandit (2:10:00 AM): -pulls batman blanky over us- it will never find us
ukinaukina (2:10:32 AM): Batman is awesome. Even if he did find us, he wouldn't dare screw with Batman. We win! XD
RainbowxBandit (2:12:43 AM): wootness sry if im slow to reply my computer is being a bit slow o.0
ukinaukina (2:13:40 AM): Yeah, mine is laggy too, no problem. (I would put a happy face here, but who knows what kind of freaky smiley thing would show up if I did. XD)
RainbowxBandit (2:14:06 AM): lolol so you have tank girls hair?
ukinaukina (2:14:49 AM): Yup, bright blonde, almost silver, with streaks of various rainbow colors in the hair I have left. XD
RainbowxBandit (2:15:11 AM): that is ka-awesome
ukinaukina (2:15:47 AM): Aw, thanks. *hug* I love your mohawk. It is made of win and awesome.
RainbowxBandit (2:16:09 AM): -huggles back- thankies ^.^
RainbowxBandit (2:16:19 AM): I wanna see you now I bet youre pretty
ukinaukina (2:17:45 AM): *blushes* Thanks! I think I look pretty good, but I'm always afraid of sounding stuck-up. I really wish I had a camera.
RainbowxBandit (2:18:27 AM): yeah i do to, dont worry about sounding concieted lol it doesnt bother me
ukinaukina (2:18:59 AM): *smiles* Doesn't bother me either. XD
RainbowxBandit (2:19:19 AM): so you wanna see some better pcitures of me?
ukinaukina (2:19:44 AM): Sure! I only wish I could send you some of me in return...
RainbowxBandit (2:19:53 AM): you can in the future
RainbowxBandit (2:20:08 AM): hold on this may take awhile depending on how much my comp wants to be a crack head
ukinaukina (2:20:17 AM): XD It's alright.
RainbowxBandit (2:21:37 AM): hmm..
RainbowxBandit (2:21:44 AM): do you have a myspace?
ukinaukina (2:22:24 AM): No, my computer never lets me load MySpace for some reason. Epic fail. D: I have a DeviantArt, though.
RainbowxBandit (2:22:42 AM): lol my myspace would kill ur computer..
RainbowxBandit (2:22:46 AM): ok..hmm
RainbowxBandit (2:23:17 AM): ill upload my pics to this site and you can look at them that way
ukinaukina (2:23:31 AM): XD MySpace graphics = Early death for my comp. And okay, that works for me!
RainbowxBandit (2:23:43 AM): okei dokie brb again lolol
ukinaukina (2:23:59 AM): XD No prob.
RainbowxBandit (2:24:57 AM): lol quick questtion..want to see me in uniform? lol (without the hawk o.0)
ukinaukina (2:25:16 AM): Sure, why not? : )
RainbowxBandit (2:26:18 AM): im going through my myspace an resaveing my sexy pictures since i delted most of them lol
ukinaukina (2:26:56 AM): XD Quite alright with me! lol
RainbowxBandit (2:27:24 AM): lol ill show u the picture of my hair...when it..was well very bright
ukinaukina (2:27:39 AM): XD Bright! Yay!
RainbowxBandit (2:27:59 AM): (i look chuuby in it tho
ukinaukina (2:28:12 AM): Size matters not to me. : )
RainbowxBandit (2:28:31 AM): ^_^
RainbowxBandit (2:28:45 AM): your going to see so many pictures your going to be soick of me lolol
ukinaukina (2:29:02 AM): I don't think I could ever really be sick of you. XD : )
RainbowxBandit (2:29:13 AM): ^_____________________^
ukinaukina (2:29:30 AM): : )
RainbowxBandit (2:30:30 AM): now i just gotta upload them..o.o
ukinaukina (2:31:00 AM): Ah yes, the hard part. I hope it doesn't kill our computers!
RainbowxBandit (2:31:23 AM): lol -sweet talks my comp-
ukinaukina (2:31:37 AM): XD *same over here*
RainbowxBandit (2:32:14 AM): lol
ukinaukina (2:32:23 AM): XD Yeah.
RainbowxBandit (2:34:24 AM): uploading..
ukinaukina (2:34:43 AM): Woo!
RainbowxBandit (2:35:13 AM): [link]
ukinaukina (2:36:15 AM): :0 I don't think I've ever seen anyone more beautiful than you.
RainbowxBandit (2:36:38 AM): -blush- XDDDDDDDDD
RainbowxBandit (2:36:44 AM): thank you very very much
ukinaukina (2:37:12 AM): No problem, it's true! : )
RainbowxBandit (2:37:21 AM): ^.^
RainbowxBandit (2:37:28 AM): im sure the same thing si true for you
ukinaukina (2:37:40 AM): Now it's my turn to blush! XD
RainbowxBandit (2:37:46 AM): ^_^
RainbowxBandit (2:37:53 AM): you like my grill? lmao
ukinaukina (2:38:08 AM): XD Your grill is rad.
RainbowxBandit (2:38:25 AM): mhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm lol everyone hates it
ukinaukina (2:38:40 AM): I don't! I'm not a hater. XD <3
RainbowxBandit (2:38:51 AM): shhhhhhhhhhhweet ^.^
RainbowxBandit (2:39:03 AM): how old r u btw?
ukinaukina (2:39:36 AM): Oh, I almost forgot! XD 16. You?
RainbowxBandit (2:39:42 AM): 17
RainbowxBandit (2:39:45 AM): ^.^
ukinaukina (2:39:49 AM): Cool!
RainbowxBandit (2:39:58 AM): yeppers
ukinaukina (2:40:09 AM): Got a GF?
RainbowxBandit (2:40:20 AM): no
ukinaukina (2:40:25 AM): Me neither.
RainbowxBandit (2:40:33 AM): there is a but tho lol
RainbowxBandit (2:40:49 AM): and that but..is..my ex
ukinaukina (2:40:55 AM): D:
RainbowxBandit (2:41:20 AM): you see..im kinda..waiting..for her..but (yes another but)
RainbowxBandit (2:41:34 AM): its been a year and 4 months that i have been waiting for her -.-
ukinaukina (2:41:44 AM): Ah, I get it. : )
ukinaukina (2:42:20 AM): Then we can be friends! XD
RainbowxBandit (2:42:30 AM): yesh
RainbowxBandit (2:42:37 AM): but lmao
RainbowxBandit (2:43:22 AM): i like to have fun since she has a gf that she has had for the year of the time..soooooooo i dunno..i just wanna explore my options maybe right now but not like have a gf or do anything to serious juts like..i dunno
RainbowxBandit (2:43:34 AM): you get what im trying to say dont you? loololol
ukinaukina (2:43:58 AM): I think. *is slow*
RainbowxBandit (2:44:17 AM): simply put..i love her i wanna be with her but sometimes i get so lonely it hurts
ukinaukina (2:46:16 AM): I feel that. Loneliness seems to be the only thing I feel, most of the time. It sucks. I used to love this one girl, but her parents divorced, and she moved away. I couldn't even say goodbye, because I had to be at a performance (I sing professionally at my Academy) the day she left and never got my chance to tell her I loved her. After that, I never really stoppped waiting.
RainbowxBandit (2:47:03 AM): awww
RainbowxBandit (2:47:18 AM): she makes it so hard on me..soemtimes its like i love a brick wall
RainbowxBandit (2:47:52 AM): im not going to stop myself from falling for someone else if she doesnt start showing me some progress my heart can only take so much
ukinaukina (2:48:51 AM): Ah, the love's not mutual. I can understand. Yeah, the heart can only take so much before it starts to break.
RainbowxBandit (2:49:40 AM): I just live my life and what happens happens
ukinaukina (2:49:50 AM): Exactly. Same here.
RainbowxBandit (2:50:18 AM): lol so now that we have this understanding lol
RainbowxBandit (2:50:30 AM): where do you live>? i live in bumfuck indiana
ukinaukina (2:50:58 AM): I live in Fucktard Villiage, Miami, Florida.
RainbowxBandit (2:51:11 AM): Oh snap lmao
RainbowxBandit (2:51:34 AM): thats where my ex lives well she lives in florida.by like winterparks and orlando and all that good shit
RainbowxBandit (2:52:00 AM): maybe when you see her you can beat her up yesh?
ukinaukina (2:52:28 AM): Ah, I know where that is, I think! And XD.
RainbowxBandit (2:53:01 AM): lol ^_______^
ukinaukina (2:53:05 AM): : )
RainbowxBandit (2:53:10 AM): its so hot in my room
ukinaukina (2:53:53 AM): It's usually hot where I am. D: Sucks, too. 95 degrees all the time.
RainbowxBandit (2:54:33 AM): its freezeing here but my grandparents are like cold natured or soemthing so my house is like a over damn central air -.-
RainbowxBandit (2:54:40 AM): *oven
ukinaukina (2:55:25 AM): D: Oof. Yeah, I have no air conditioning, so it's always a million degrees, even in dead winter. The coldest I've ever been was like... 60 degrees. I fail at survival in northern environments, lol
RainbowxBandit (2:56:09 AM): then you shall coem here and walk around my block with me until we freeze
ukinaukina (2:56:21 AM): : ) Deal.
RainbowxBandit (2:56:49 AM): its 9 degrees here
ukinaukina (2:57:59 AM): Holy crap. :0 I don't think I even own a long-sleeved shirt. Maybe a jacket or two, but... XD Damn. XDDDDD
RainbowxBandit (2:58:20 AM): ^.^ ill let you wear my punk jacket
ukinaukina (2:58:43 AM): : D Aw, shucks. XD
RainbowxBandit (2:59:14 AM): I hope you like kool water o.0 thats what it smells like
ukinaukina (3:00:37 AM): XD Nice. The only jackets I own are a punk Hello Kitty jacket (I know, lol) and a black jacket that says "Big Brother is Watching You" on the back. XD
RainbowxBandit (3:01:10 AM): o.0 hello kitty is smexy
ukinaukina (3:01:34 AM): XD
RainbowxBandit (3:02:17 AM): you must get a camera or something im so intrigued by you
ukinaukina (3:02:45 AM): *blushes* Seriously, my ass is going to Best Buy or something. XD
RainbowxBandit (3:03:27 AM): o.o your ass is going to best buy? then i better go to best buy and but it back XD loljk
ukinaukina (3:03:32 AM): XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:04:02 AM): do you look like a celeb or soemone lol so i can get a general idea lolol
ukinaukina (3:05:29 AM): Well... I'm 5'8, 104 pounds, I wear blue glasses, bright green eyes, white, and I guess I look like Tank Girl in real life. XD And I'll be in the Camera section! XD
RainbowxBandit (3:06:12 AM): lmao im a midget compared to you, you sound beautiful btw
ukinaukina (3:07:17 AM): *blush* Aww. : ) Thanks! How tall are you? And in my boots, I'm 5'10! XD I almost tower over most of the people I know.
RainbowxBandit (3:07:32 AM): ..5 foot even..>.>-blush-
ukinaukina (3:08:26 AM): That's not super-short. : ) I know people who are like... Oompa-Looma status. I actually thought they were little kids, but they're really older than both of us! :0 XD
RainbowxBandit (3:09:23 AM): lolol you know most likely im like eye level to your boobs o.0 XDDD
ukinaukina (3:11:00 AM): XDDDD Oh man, I once knew a teacher that came eye-level to my crotch. What an uncomfy class that was. D: XD Poor teacher got lotsa crap from people about it, but he would do things in really cool ways. He'd climb up on chairs to teach and stuff. : D
RainbowxBandit (3:11:30 AM): lololol poor teacher
ukinaukina (3:11:52 AM): Seriously. Oh my God, I bet he drove a Mini. XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:12:12 AM): lololool
ukinaukina (3:13:00 AM): XDDD And I bet the seats were all adjusted and stuff. I know I have to adjust the seats in most people's cars for me if I'm sitting in the backseat. LEGSPACE, plz. D: XDDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:13:33 AM): lolol oh yesh
RainbowxBandit (3:13:47 AM): my name is britney btw but i really really prefer bandit lol
ukinaukina (3:14:47 AM): Ah, my name is Zoe, pronounced Zo-EE. (You'd be suprised how many people get that wrong, lol) Most people call me Pink, 'cause my hair used to be all neon pink until I Tank Girl'ed it. : D
RainbowxBandit (3:16:08 AM): o.0 my favorite singer is P!nk and 2: one of my favorite games i ssx and my favorite character from that game is zoe ^_______^
ukinaukina (3:17:19 AM): : ) Cool! XD P!nk is awesome. I love "God is a DJ" and "U + Ur Hand", but the oldies are goodies, like "Get This Party Started". : D Also, Zoe (the character) is awesome. XD
RainbowxBandit (3:18:14 AM): oh yesh ^.^ but tatu is like..my..number 1 over all music fav
ukinaukina (3:18:52 AM): Oh my God, t.A.T.u is rad. I like "Nas ne Dogonyat" and "I'm Losing my Mind". : D
RainbowxBandit (3:19:42 AM): yes ^.^ they are my homegirls
ukinaukina (3:20:11 AM): : D Rad.
RainbowxBandit (3:20:45 AM): YEah ..im also a gamer >.>
ukinaukina (3:21:12 AM): Oooh yes, me too! I like the mostly unheard of games, like Ghost in the Shell for PS2 and stuff. : )
RainbowxBandit (3:22:21 AM): i like ps2 and stuff but i own nothing but nintendo systems
ukinaukina (3:22:54 AM): Cool. I still love the original 1980s GameBoy. XDDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:23:12 AM): hell yeah i own one
ukinaukina (3:23:29 AM): :0 RAD. That is RAD TO THE MAX, and is most exellent. XD
RainbowxBandit (3:23:40 AM): XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:23:51 AM): you could like play with my Wii sometime lmao
ukinaukina (3:25:12 AM): :0 We must, someday, play Wii together. (My friend had Need for Speed on his Wii, and I must say, it kicks so much epic ass.)
RainbowxBandit (3:25:51 AM): i love need for speed i use to have it for my wii but traded it in
ukinaukina (3:26:48 AM): D: Aw. No matter! Fun is fun. : D And I'm so Old Skool, it's on my computer, complete with bad controls and blurry graphics. XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:27:15 AM): lmao awww
ukinaukina (3:27:26 AM): It's so bootleg. D: XD
RainbowxBandit (3:27:57 AM): lolol
ukinaukina (3:28:19 AM): It's like, the engine revvs up, and the sound effects are three seconds too late. XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:28:33 AM): lmao
RainbowxBandit (3:28:51 AM): zomg it is so hot im about to take my damn top off >.< grrrrrrz
ukinaukina (3:29:53 AM): I already did. XDDD I'm sitting here in a black sports bra, at four AM, typing away. In ACDC pajama pants. XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:30:25 AM): awww lol
RainbowxBandit (3:30:45 AM): my pj pants have basballs on them and they say squeeze play...>.>
ukinaukina (3:32:07 AM): XDDD Nice. Shite, my Mom's calling me away. I gotta go to bed or something. D: D: D: Talk to ya later? I'll friend you on Gaia.
RainbowxBandit (3:32:20 AM): okie dokie
ukinaukina (3:32:35 AM): Sorry. D: Bye! *waves*
RainbowxBandit (3:32:43 AM): byes -waves-
ukinaukina (3:32:49 AM): Almostforgot: Nighty-Night! XDDD
RainbowxBandit (3:32:55 AM): ^.^ night
ukinaukina (3:33:01 AM): : )
RainbowxBandit (3:33:08 AM): ^.^

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:iconvenomouspixi:
this is a beautiful song, i just msged the lyrics to my bf :P

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:iconcasstic:
i have ac/dc pajama pants =D

also that is one of my favorite things you've written
are you feeling better?
:iconsleepindarkness:
Aw, thanks! :heart: I'm glad you like it. :)

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:iconsleepindarkness:
Cool. :)

And I think love makes everyone feel a bit better. Thanks for asking! :heart: :)

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:icondiamond-raindrops:
Wow. this is amazing. good job! :typerhappy:
:iconlady-divine:
very beautiful...:D
Made me remember my younger days...;) not that I'm too old now..:D hehe

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:iconrikku-madara-uchiha:
I was listening to Aaron Rothe's 'What Beautiful Is' when I read that.... Even though it has nothing to do with the general topic whatsoever.

Very nice song :) I loved it.

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cute so u met ur partner online?

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